For 36 months, I nursed our son every day. I naively thought that once we concluded this journey, I'd be celebrating with backflips and champagne. While I am now, it wasn't always this way. Let me share how I started experiencing deep grief from breastfeeding without realizing it. About 5 months before our son turned 3, everyday I would tell him "When you turn 3 years old you have to say "bye bye" to mommy's milk". And everyday he would say "ok mommy, I can do it". I was exci